I Really Think I Do...

All my Life people have always hurt me, or left me, or have done something in the past to make me either want to walk away from them or something. I think there is like some chemical balance in my mind, that makes me believe that people are out to hurt me, and to leave me. I have been feeling this way my whole life, and I think I have it sent in my brain that I will always feel this way, I am not sure why, I think it is because most the people in my life have hurt me. I did not say ALL people in my life, but for the Majority of the people ion my life, they have Hurt me. I wish I didn't feel this way, I wish I didn't feel like I was going to Lose everyone that I met, and that everyone that comes into my life, wasn't going to hurt me, but I do feel this way, and I have a feeling I always have had. Its a terrible feeling to have, but I just don't know how to make it go away. Sometimes, i get the urge to want to hurt someone, before they have the chance to hurt me.

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1 Response Mar 6, 2010

YEP BEEN THERE DONE THAT.PLEASE LISTEN CAREFULLY THE ONLY WAY TO FIND PEACE AND HAPPINESS IS THROUGH JESUS CHRIST...BELIEVE ME I KNOW FROM EXPERIENCE