I Think I Fall In Love Too Easy
Sick. I’m sick of not seeing the person I miss; it has been a year since I’ve never seen him. Fortunately, a door opens to me and our world meet together once more. My passable mind puzzled. He hugged me and I simply smiled at him. I was supposed to ask him why he’s here again but he kept on staring at me and his eyes mesmerized me. We often see each other; he’s inconsistent, vain and outrageous yet loving, handsome, spiritually-oriented and immature. It wasn’t easy for me to be with him always, he seems like a man about town, a lot of girls easily fell in love with him and every time he provoked me to accompany him I won’t hesitate, I’ll take my chances. One of the instantaneous moment I had with him was when I was able to broke the commands of my parents only to see him, I always take my chance, I wait ‘til my family is off to bed. As I opened the door and jumped over the fence I took wounds and bruises on my leg, it hurts me so much and it made me realize how obsessed I am just to spend time with him, I would do anything and I can swallow a my most hated worm in the world---leech, in order to get his heart. When I was able to leave the house for 2km.away I recall the trembling voice of my Dad when he’s furious with us. I sighed, and there we met again, down the mango tree. We talked, laughed and having fun together until I saw his watch. Its 11 o’clock in the evening, at this time my Dad is already waked up, yet, I’m with the man I love! Perhaps, I failed to follow my parents but this is what I call love conquers all, despite of the things my parents told me and the advices they had given I obliterated that on my mind because I’m truly, deeply, madly, passionately in love with him.
Thing that bothered me most was we aren’t together but I treat him as my fiancé because I love him so much! I won’t last a day without him like what the song says, I am pretty sure that time will make me realize that he is not indeed my destiny but merely my dream boy. Now, I’m still enjoying his company, the joys I had with him was nothing more, nothing less.
Time is fleeting. We went to a romantic place, we spent time together again without thinking that it was already late at night, he held my hand and I looked at him intentionally, thinking why he was so sweet. Isn’t it weird? He accompanied me to look for a vehicle, we were standing there for a minute until we decided to stop by near the bus station, we were sitting alone, nobody’s out, and it was indeed silent, only the sounds of the vehicles could be heard. While we were waiting he opened a topic about relationships, as he was taking I suddenly felt the breeze of the air, it was cold, of course I was outside. He was really a nocturnal man, what I am really referring to was he loves to go during night time, he loves night life and he didn’t know that I noticed that. I always nodded when he talk ‘cause sometimes my voice was hazy when he’s near. I dun no what’s with the moon, the color and the light of the moon; I accidentally take for granted what he was saying, I was staring at the moon, yes, because of the moon. He looked at me intensely and I caught his tantalizing eyes staring at me that way, and there, he told me to close my eyes, I was trying not to but I always believe in him and there I was, I closed my eyes, suddenly a soft touch of something dropped to my lips, and it seems like whispering, I opened my eyes, I saw him smiling, smiling as if nothing have happened. He didn’t let me see what he did but I abruptly glimpsed the striking yellow-orange lights of the vehicles that passed by when he did that. There’s the bus, he waved goodbye to me and so do I.
A month later fate brings us together we’ve seen each other again and it feels like we have forgotten what we’ve done last time we met. I didn’t mind it actually. I feel faint and disappointed when I got home because I realized that he’s too busy for his summer class that he doesn’t have any spare time to spend with me. I celebrated my 19th birthday without him; he wasn’t able to come to my party but he sent me a message through phone saying “happy birthday!!!” I’m glad that he still remembers my special day. Though, we didn’t get the chance to spend time together, he’s always on my mind wherever I would go, I never obliterated him on my mind despite of the time-barriers that occurs in our friendship.
Sadness strikes my heart, it’s been a year since I spoken to him, and honestly it wasn’t good for me not seeing him it seems that everything we had together before will going to nothingness, I dun no what’s the matter with him, he never send me messages anymore but I’ll keep on sending him my favorite quotations. I saw him once in the street, of course I was a little jumpy, he only smiled at me and so do I, deep within---hurt! Perhaps, he has someone now, someone that he can share his love with, not me. I suppose it was just hallucinations not infatuation because if it’s infatuation I won’t be like this way, falling in love with him deeply so, it is love, yes! My mom told me not to have a fiancé now let me finish first my studies before taking relationship and I respect my mother’s decision. Whatever happens, if he has someone now I’ll accept it what matter is I treasured the memoirs I had with him, there’s no regret.
Luckily, I got the chance to be with him again, I helped him about something and he gratify me for that, if he still had the time to spend with me, I won’t hesitate I’ll go with him, but of course, I know my limitations. For now, I’m still looking forward for my studies, striving and struggling towards success.
“Au Revoir!”
Thing that bothered me most was we aren’t together but I treat him as my fiancé because I love him so much! I won’t last a day without him like what the song says, I am pretty sure that time will make me realize that he is not indeed my destiny but merely my dream boy. Now, I’m still enjoying his company, the joys I had with him was nothing more, nothing less.
Time is fleeting. We went to a romantic place, we spent time together again without thinking that it was already late at night, he held my hand and I looked at him intentionally, thinking why he was so sweet. Isn’t it weird? He accompanied me to look for a vehicle, we were standing there for a minute until we decided to stop by near the bus station, we were sitting alone, nobody’s out, and it was indeed silent, only the sounds of the vehicles could be heard. While we were waiting he opened a topic about relationships, as he was taking I suddenly felt the breeze of the air, it was cold, of course I was outside. He was really a nocturnal man, what I am really referring to was he loves to go during night time, he loves night life and he didn’t know that I noticed that. I always nodded when he talk ‘cause sometimes my voice was hazy when he’s near. I dun no what’s with the moon, the color and the light of the moon; I accidentally take for granted what he was saying, I was staring at the moon, yes, because of the moon. He looked at me intensely and I caught his tantalizing eyes staring at me that way, and there, he told me to close my eyes, I was trying not to but I always believe in him and there I was, I closed my eyes, suddenly a soft touch of something dropped to my lips, and it seems like whispering, I opened my eyes, I saw him smiling, smiling as if nothing have happened. He didn’t let me see what he did but I abruptly glimpsed the striking yellow-orange lights of the vehicles that passed by when he did that. There’s the bus, he waved goodbye to me and so do I.
A month later fate brings us together we’ve seen each other again and it feels like we have forgotten what we’ve done last time we met. I didn’t mind it actually. I feel faint and disappointed when I got home because I realized that he’s too busy for his summer class that he doesn’t have any spare time to spend with me. I celebrated my 19th birthday without him; he wasn’t able to come to my party but he sent me a message through phone saying “happy birthday!!!” I’m glad that he still remembers my special day. Though, we didn’t get the chance to spend time together, he’s always on my mind wherever I would go, I never obliterated him on my mind despite of the time-barriers that occurs in our friendship.
Sadness strikes my heart, it’s been a year since I spoken to him, and honestly it wasn’t good for me not seeing him it seems that everything we had together before will going to nothingness, I dun no what’s the matter with him, he never send me messages anymore but I’ll keep on sending him my favorite quotations. I saw him once in the street, of course I was a little jumpy, he only smiled at me and so do I, deep within---hurt! Perhaps, he has someone now, someone that he can share his love with, not me. I suppose it was just hallucinations not infatuation because if it’s infatuation I won’t be like this way, falling in love with him deeply so, it is love, yes! My mom told me not to have a fiancé now let me finish first my studies before taking relationship and I respect my mother’s decision. Whatever happens, if he has someone now I’ll accept it what matter is I treasured the memoirs I had with him, there’s no regret.
Luckily, I got the chance to be with him again, I helped him about something and he gratify me for that, if he still had the time to spend with me, I won’t hesitate I’ll go with him, but of course, I know my limitations. For now, I’m still looking forward for my studies, striving and struggling towards success.
“Au Revoir!”
By:
pixiejojo
Age:
18-21
,
Female
