I Am Turning To Anorexia World

hello everyone
i had been bulimic for 7 years now
i hate every day of these years
i look in a normal weight and for the people who live with me they always said that it's amazing cus 
they saw me eating alto 
but
they do't know that i throw up every thing goes down in my body
lately i broke up with my boyfriend and have alto of issues with my family so i am in completely depression
i am so sick of my eating behavior
and i wanna be skinny
i am a bit tall and my weight now is 120
i wanna be at 100
starting nowadays to begin my road to anorexia 
i know it like shifting from one decease to another but i rather be anorexic and skinny than bulimic and fat
yes 
i see my self fat ugly greedy girl
in spit all what ppl around me say
for me i do't deserve to be happy and i should punch my self for my bulimic years
so
plz
i do't want incarjing statements from no one and u saying STOP
DO'T DO THIS TO UR SELF
NOOOOOOOO
PLZZZZZZZZZZZ
SUPPORT ME IN MY JOURNEY
I JUST WANNA TILL U WHAT'S GOING ON WITH ME 
CUS IT WAS MY HIDDEN SECRET FROM NO ONE IN THE WORLD BUT GOD TILL NOW
I AM GONNA UPDATED MY WEIGH TO U AND I WISH IT WILL GO DOWN AND HAVE THE STRENGTH TO STOP BEING BULIMIC
XOXO


malak227379 malak227379
26-30
May 4, 2012