I'm So Lost And Scared Right Now.

Sometimes, random times, I hear yelling, more like scolding, going on in my head. I can't comprehend what the heck they are saying, but it's there. and when it happens, its like i get an adrenaline rush or something, i do stuff faster, i think faster, if im playing video games, the little clicking of the remote, it starts bugging me, i get a little frantic about everything. One time, last year it got so bad. I was at my Uncle's restaurant and I fell asleep at the duck pond, when i woke up, it was horrible. I walked back to my RV and my dad was talking to me but i couldn't understand a word he said. I felt sick and was dizzy. It hasn't gotten that bad since, and Ive just recently talked to my mom about it.
tauredhiel tauredhiel
13-15, F
1 Response Dec 6, 2012

Samādhi (Sanskrit: समाधि) in Hinduism, Buddhism, Jainism, Sikhism and yogic schools is a higher level of concentrated meditation, or dhyāna. In the yoga tradition, it is the eighth and final limb identified in the Yoga Sūtras of Patañjali.

Prabhupada samadhi
It has been described as a non-dualistic state of consciousness in which the consciousness of the experiencing subject becomes one with the experienced object,[1] and in which the mind becomes still, one-pointed or concentrated[2] while the person remains conscious. In Buddhism, it can also refer to an abiding in which mind becomes very still but does not merge with the object of attention, and is thus able to observe and gain insight into the changing flow of experience.[3]