I Am Such A Rager

Anything can spark my rage......snappy boyfriend, someone telling me what to do when I disagree with it, an innocent comment.......I'm really ashamed of how I can blow up and just lose control. (E.G., I've made my mom cry. I've hit my sister and nearly gotten us both arrested. I've caused my boyfriend to threaten to leave me if I don't put a cap on it.) I know why I rage and that I should control it, but I'm scared of doing that. I think I don't deserve the benefits from letting my rage go and being a happy person. Please help, anyone! :(

enviousinsecurelittlepunk22 enviousinsecurelittlepunk22
22-25, F
Feb 22, 2010