ha hah... finally... i am going to gym...
i was struggling with that decision.. coz those idiots having only year packages at gym. but i am going to be here for few months. so i was thinking about it for a long time. finally i decided to go. made the payment also. the main reason i am going to gym is i want to stop internet use (mainly social networks). i am wasting my time here. i think i am addicted to internet. sometimes i have nothing to do with that. but i keep watching it. earlier days were amazing. i missed everything in these days. i used to go for a long walks, i used to go to beach, park, shopping, outing and i used to watch moon and stars at night time from top floor. but nowwwww i don't even like to go to hotels for food. i just come from office, order something to eat and use these laptop. what the hell is this life. i didn't wanted to live this life. i just wanted to be happy. this is so boring. i hate this life. i want to go to ground and play, i want to travel somewhere no one can't see me. i just want to sit somewhere and take some fresh air. i had so many friends. everyone wanted to be my friends. even my college juniors. :( now they all ditching me. because i did that to them. i am so sorry my loves. i realized that now.

IT IS NOT A BIG THING THAT HAVING 10 FRIENDS IN YOUR FRIEND LIST. IF YOU HAVE ONE FRIEND WHO WILL SAY GOOD MORNING. WHO WILL ASK ABOUT DAILY ACTIVITY, WHO WILL LISTEN YOUR PROBLEMS WHO WILL WISH TO BE WITH YOU ALL THE TIME, THEN YOU ARE THE LUCKIEST GUY IN THE WORLD. I WANT TO BE THAT GUY. BUT I MISSED EVERY CHANCES. .
I WANT TO GO BACK IN TIME.:(
sperrow sperrow
22-25, M
1 Response Aug 16, 2014

OMG.....Feels.....
Dude....I spend 3/4 of my waking time(during holidays) looking at my laptop.
I'm Always Online. And I'm not chatting with anyone either.I'm addicted to this.
I completely understand everything you're saying.
I started going to the Gym recently.
That's the only thing that takes my mind off the Internet.
I have no time for studies cause I'm online all the time.And I have to change this lifestyle.
This addiction led to poor performance in Studies and now I have to make up for that.
Hey man....I'm almost 20.
And I don't know much about you.
But you seem alright.
Wanna be friends?

yeah sure man.....:)