I'm So Confused

I haven't had a bad life as such. I have a family and friends that love me but I'm not happy. I don't know what's wrong with me.

I'm 13 right now and I already feel stuck my life, like I'm stuck in a hole and it's to deep to get out. No one really takes me seriously, I love my friends but sometimes I feel like I'm just there to be laughed at. They make jokes about me in front of me and they're just being friendly and funny so I smile along but inside I just want to cry even though its not bad. I'm use to it and didn't use to take it personally but recently I do. Everything I do just seems so complicated and hard and basically I want to get out of this hole so I need to know what's wrong with me.

Might I have mild depression?

lilmisscluzy lilmisscluzy
13-15, F
Mar 7, 2010