I Think I Want a Divorce
I am almost 19 years old and I hate where I have led my life. I used to have friends and a life outside of this.
I got pregnant when I was 17 and dropped out of high school. I married the father and at first everything was good. I had a miscarriage, god bless my baby's soul. After that my husband got weird and started saying I couldn't be happy free. I needed to serve, he showed me BDSM sites. Problem is, I'm not a natural submissive. I became a slave about a year ago, and I hate it.
I need to get out. I am 6 months pregnant and I don't want this baby to know his or her daddy. He is horrible to me. I know that by posting this I am directly disobeying him but I don't care. He is turning evil with this whole thing and I can't stand it. Most of these submissives are turned on when they are "punished" or whatever, I'm not.
But how do I tell him? About 8 months ago I told him this slave thing wasn't going to work out, he just punished me for speaking out, and I should be "happy to be a slave", my username. I need a divorce and a fresh start. My whole life right now is him. I wanted to do online school and finish high school, but that never happened. Because I am a slave, life is not supposed to be easy. I have to do all the laundry and dishes by hand, do all the cooking, always be on time, do the shopping, follow the schedules put on my desk by my husband each morning. I have to write papers sometimes about different things, the most recent being, "I am desperate to serve you", a 5 page paper about how my body is his, he owns me, and I live for his pleasure. It actually sickens me.
How? I have lost all my friends, I have a husband who forced me into a lifestyle I hate, and a baby on the way.
What do I do?
I got pregnant when I was 17 and dropped out of high school. I married the father and at first everything was good. I had a miscarriage, god bless my baby's soul. After that my husband got weird and started saying I couldn't be happy free. I needed to serve, he showed me BDSM sites. Problem is, I'm not a natural submissive. I became a slave about a year ago, and I hate it.
I need to get out. I am 6 months pregnant and I don't want this baby to know his or her daddy. He is horrible to me. I know that by posting this I am directly disobeying him but I don't care. He is turning evil with this whole thing and I can't stand it. Most of these submissives are turned on when they are "punished" or whatever, I'm not.
But how do I tell him? About 8 months ago I told him this slave thing wasn't going to work out, he just punished me for speaking out, and I should be "happy to be a slave", my username. I need a divorce and a fresh start. My whole life right now is him. I wanted to do online school and finish high school, but that never happened. Because I am a slave, life is not supposed to be easy. I have to do all the laundry and dishes by hand, do all the cooking, always be on time, do the shopping, follow the schedules put on my desk by my husband each morning. I have to write papers sometimes about different things, the most recent being, "I am desperate to serve you", a 5 page paper about how my body is his, he owns me, and I live for his pleasure. It actually sickens me.
How? I have lost all my friends, I have a husband who forced me into a lifestyle I hate, and a baby on the way.
What do I do?
By:
willingtofight2
Age:
18-21
,
Female
