Sometimes It Feels...

Sometimes it feels like i was created to be alone forever, but for ME, i don't think that is God's plan for ANYONE. The weirdest and actually saddest feeling i have found is when you feel ALONE in a group of people, or when you feel ALONE with your sign. other is sleeping right beside you. i would RATHER be alone than FEEL alone with other people around, if that makes any sense. Right now I have 2 children, so I'm not alone when i have them 60% of the time, and while my marriage was ending i bought a puppy, so even when the kids are gone, i don't feel alone. BUT even when i am feeling my llonliest (usually around other people) i KNOW that, that is just a phase in my life. Recently i made a choice to take a leap of faith and start letting people back IN to my life, that has been both scary and helpful. Ironically though, i am also a person who NEEDS ALONE time, and some people don't understand it.
AlwaysRemembers AlwaysRemembers
41-45, F
1 Response Jun 7, 2007

There are so many unique facats of each of us. So many different and sometimes conflicting needs to be served and endured as the case may be.<br />
As the Famous Bugs Bunny once said "Frustratin Aint it?"