STILL HERE BY TEYJAI

STILL HERE STANDING AND MY FIGHT IS STILL STRONG. 

WAR WOUNDS DISFIGURES MY BEAUTY,

MY PAIN AND ITS BURDEN RUNS LONG. 

MY MIND IS A FUGITIVE, TRYING TO RUN AWAY FROM THE PAST. 

MY HEART IS A HOPELESS ROMANTIC. 

WONDERING HOW MUCH LONGER WILL THIS LOVE DROUGHT LAST. 

COMMON SENSE KEEPS ME GROUNDED,

REALITY IS A BITTER SWEET REMEDY.  

WHICH PREVENTS ME FROM GETTING CAUGHT UP IN THE ILLUSIONS OF AN INTANGIBLE FANTASY. 

KNOWING PAIN ALLOWS ME TO GROW. 

TRUST IN OTHERS I MAY NEVER KNOW. 

BUT AT LEAST I HAVE MYSELF.  

BUT IS THAT ENOUGH TO KEEP ME GOING? 

TO LIVE MY LIFE WITHOUT ANY LOVE IN IT. 


TO CONTINUE MY JOURNEY WITHOUT THE TRUST. 


 TO PRETEND THAT I BELIEVE ROMANCE ONLY CONSIST OF LUST. 


NO ONE HAS COME TO CHANGE MY MIND. 


MY ONLY COMFORT IS WITH TIME. 


BECAUSE IT IS GUARANTEED TO BRING ME WHAT I KNOW BEST.  


WHICH IS A LIFE FILLED WITH LONELINESS.


DESPITE THE FACT THAT I AM ALONE AND CONSUMED BY FEARS. 


I AM MOST PROUD OF MY UNRELENTING PRESENCE THAT HAS KEPT ME HERE.


TeyJai TeyJai
26-30, F
1 Response Jan 7, 2007

I wish you so much love!<br />
<br />
I can hear your lonliness!<br />
<br />
You are a beautiful person!<br />
<br />
DO NOT LET PEOPLE TELL YOU OTHERWISE!!!<br />
<br />
Mzdivine!