I Was Just Thinking This Tonight

This group describes so perfectly how I feel most of the time. Generally I can deal with this thought, but sometimes it becomes a bit too much and I get lonely and emotional.

I don't do well in friendships, let alone relationships. I seem to expect too much when someone tells me we're gonna be friends forever, or they love me. For some odd reason I take those statements literally. Then they wander off and I'm left alone again, abandoned.

I've pretty much decided to forget the idea of having friends or being with anyone. It's just not something for me.

Melody08 Melody08
18-21, F
4 Responses Feb 17, 2009

try try try You will find your way.

I know how boyfriends are. I have had 2 in 2 years sadly. <br />
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I am alone all the time and it does become too much at times for me to handle if I am to be honest. <br />
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Right now its that way all the time. I am dealing with alot that hurts me in a way.

I know what you mean. However, I do believe that the people we meet who tell us they love us and will be with us forever are well intentioned. We take what they say to heart because that is missing in our lives, that type of bond. It does become unrealistic to expect another person to fulfill all of our emotional needs. Try and take care of your own emotional needs yourself, then it won't hurt so much if others fall short of your expectations. And you are not meant to be alone.

LOVE SUCKS AN SO DOES FRIENDS AT LEAST FOR ME ANYWAY .... BUT I THINK THINGS WILL CHANGE FOR YOU WHEN U LEAST EXPECT IT .... WATCH AN SEE JUST HAVE A FEELING IT WILL...