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Is It Going To Get Better?

IM 29 YRS OLD, IM A SINGLE MOM TO A LITTLE BOY. THE LAST FEW YEARS OF MY LIFE WERE VERU DIFFICULT. i GOT INVOLVED WITH A MAN THAT I WORKED WITH, PERSUED ME VERY HARD. IT TOOK ME A LONG TIME BEOFRE I WENT OUT WITH HIM. WE DATED ON AND OFF FOR 2 YRS. THERE WERE RED FLAGS THAT I SAW BUT EVERYTIME I BACKED OFF HE WOULD COME HARDER. THEN I GOT PREGNANT WITH MY SON. HE THOUGHT I WAS GOING TO HAVE AN ABORTION SO HE WAS BEING REALLY NICE BUT ONCE I TOLD HIM I WAS KEEPING THE BABY HE FLIPPED ON ME LIKE A SWITCH. ALL OF A SUDDEN HE WAS LIVING WITH SOMEONE, HAS 2 OTHER GIRLS HE WAS SEEING ECT.... WAS A REAL MESS. I WAS HEARTBROKEN. HE DIDNT TALK TO ME FOR ALMOST 5 MONTHS OF MY PREGNANCY. THEN HE SAID HE WANTED TO BE APART OF THE BABYS LIFE AND HE WANTED TO WORK THINGS OUT WITH ME AND TO START OVER. BECAUSE I WAS HAVIING HIS CHILD I FELT LIKE I WANTED 1 SHOT AT IT WITH A CLEAN SLATE. EVERYTHING WAS GOING WELL UNTIL MY SON WAS 9 MONTHS OLD. I GOT A CALL AT MY JOB FROM A WOMAN SAYING SHE WAS PREGANT WITH MY BF BABY. TO MAKE A REALLY LONG STORY SHORT SHE WAS PREGNANT WITH HIS BABY AND I THREW HIM OUT BECAUSE I WASNT GOING TO ACCEPT A CHEATER NO LONGER. IT TOOK ME A VERY LONG TIME TO TRY TO PUT THE PIECES BACK TOGETHER. HE MOVED IN WITH HER RIGHT AWAY AND EVENTUALLY HE MARRIED HER AND HAD ANOTHER BABY. IT WAS ALOT TO SWALLOW BECAUSE IT WAS ONE HURT AFTER ANOTHER AND IM A SINGLE MOM NOW AND HE DOES SEE MY SON BUT NOT THAT MUCH. I ALSO LOST MY JOB BECAUSE OF HIM. SOMETIMES IM LIKE WHY DID I GO BACK TO HIM THE LAST TIME I OULDNT BE HERE. I LOVE MY SON BUT BEING A SINGLE MOM IS THE HARDEST THING. I HAVE NOT HAD A RELATIONSHIP I HAVE NOT DATED IM STILL TRYING TO FIND A JOB AND I FEEL SO ALONE AND I FEEL LIKE ILL NEVER MEET A GREAT GUY. LIKE IM STUCK AND I CANT GET OUT. THE ONE WHO LIED AND CHEATED WAS THE ONE WHO GOT MARRIED AND HAD MORE KIDS. I DONT GET IT. IVE COME A LONG WAY BUT I STILL HAVE MY MOMENTS BUT I FEEL LIKE IM GOING TO BE ALONE FOREVER.
d212 d212 26-30, F 3 Responses Mar 17, 2012

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Hang in there as there is real men out here who will not treat you like your ex did....You have your son and for now that is all that matters, but I know you want more for him and you.You won't be alone forever like me so keep having the faith

Thank you so much :)

anytime.....

First, the marriage he has will NOT last. Second, you got your wonderful baby boy and it won't be hard to make him all the more loving and there for the parent that stuck by him.<br />
Third, you are on my boat! I have no job either and I need one desperately for my sons sake.<br />
Wrapping up, I say give it just a bit more time, seek out new friends first and one day you'll be back to letting nice guys in. You got a valuable lesson in the nature of ******.<br />
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Good luck and we is here for ya!