A Prince Who Would Never Come

It all started when I became a teenager. The skies were blue, roses were red and everything was beautiful. Never had I seen any rejection in my life. My parents had always told me that it is not the looks but the personality that matters!

Like a hopeless romantic, I believed that there will be someone who would just come along....someone who would be nice to me. Just someone who would value my time, my life.....a Prince would just take me away from everything and make me his own!!!

That never happened, I waited and waited and now I am old enough to reconcile to the fact that those beautiful romances and love ballads are only for people who are capable to find someone! Not people like me who can only let their imagination go farther than what the realities of the situation are.

I am Sangeeta and I proudly accept that I am Forever Alone. A princess who would never have a prince or a ring on her finger!! Mine is a heart that will be single, no matter how hard I try.

There are times when my heart just doesn't want to accept this and wanders into romance and sweet thoughts about a special person. However. it never understands that it is just meant to be broken time and again because the world is selfish. "True Love" is not a word in my dictionary.

I have reached a point where I just laugh it off like it was a joke, but deep inside, I always learn how to close myself up even more so that no one gets to see me again. I have successful in creating a wall around myself but I am working on making that wall stronger so that no man gets to take my heart again and my hope of a Prince is nipped in the bud the moment my heart thinks about him.
sangitangi sangitangi
3 Responses May 13, 2012

I think everyone's beautiful, and that nobody should feel like their looks are keeping them back. There's someone out there for everyone, you just need to find your Prince instead of letting him find you! Go out and meet new people, expand your social network, and you WILL meet someone who totally gets you and will treat you the way you deserve to be treated.

Your prince is out there, and he's looking for a princess. So put on your crown and find him!

I'm also a "forever alone" person. But I just can't accept it. I'm 21 years old. I believe that I'm old enough to find someone to love, but it never happens, or not yet but I don't want to think that I'm gonna be forever alone. I want to believe that there is someone out there, destined for me whom I can call my soulmate.

Okay. Sorry to say "Love" doesn't come to everyone. Unless of course it's coming from loving yourself. I don't mean to scare you, but I'm nearly sixty and "it" hasn't happened yet for me either unless you count the cat, and that's perfectly fine. Better to have just a cat than the wrong person in my life.