I'll Never Find Anyone
I'm a 17 year old girl and I've never kissed a boy or been on a date. I've literally been to one party and had to leave early. I just get so depressed sometime because I feel like I'm the only person who doesn't have someone to hold. Someone to love. Someone who likes me back as much as I like them. I'm 135 pounds and always feel fat and ugly. I always try loosing weight but never can. No guy has ever asked me out or said they liked me. I hate that EVERYONE around me is either flirting or dating or having fun with someone that makes them feel special. I'm going to end up alone. Alone in my room where I am most of the time. I hate it so much. I know I can't force someone to like me but it would be nice to at least have my first kiss. Valentine's day is coming up and this is my 17th one... alone. I truly feel like there's no one out there for me.