Alone Forever =/
I want to love ..but i think i will be alone forever.I realize that coz i dont know..i push others away..many times.I m afraid what will happen next.Its the first time i write about this but i feel that i ll stay alone..After my prince,i thought i loved someone which i still feel something but dont think its love..There are some students in my college,some just say hi at the bus stop-many times laugh at me coz i m shy or i get nervous around many people-and after we get the bus and arrive at the beach they ask me out.I always say no..
There's someone always make me nervous..well my feelings are always confused-im a complicated person..-he looks good but i pushed him away by saying i dont talk to black people(me?black people?that i believe we are all egual..i said a lie to push him away)..now we dont talk even if i want to but i m afraid..afraid to trust,afraid to be in a relationship and move on i guess..
by writing i feel closer to someone,so what i do?tell whoever i will love to exchange letters and then be together?hehehe!..
so i think it will be just me forever..no prince again..