I finally realize, I'm not meant to exist in this world. I'm not meant to exist in this world where cruelty is rewarded, but kindness is punished. I'm not meant to exist in this world where the most cruel and cold hearted people die happy and successful, while the kindness most warm hearted people die sad and alone. I'm not meant to exist in this world where I'm seeing as bad, entitled, or even misogynistic for being kind to a girl I like only to be rejected for a man that sees her as nothing more than a sex object. I'm not meant to exist in a world where Darwinism is ultimately what it runs on, where backstabbing and lack of morality are the key to success while altruism leads to failure and ruin. I'm not meant to exist in a world where reality is harsh and cruel, people are uncaring, and those that begin to feel beaten down by all the cruelty are seen as freaks. I'm not meant to exist in a world with so much evil and cruelty. I think I'd be better off dead.
Nix0 Nix0
18-21, M
1 Response Aug 23, 2014

NO! Neither of you are better of dead!!! Think of the countless people you would hurt and disappoint if you did that. That's not fair to your friends and family. Trust me, I understand how you feel. I promise. I struggle every day with what you're speaking of and some days are definitely worse than others......but....not everyone is bad, or evil, or conniving, or self-centered, close-minded, judgmental (I could keep going), as you think. There are still a lot of good people in the world and I believe "good" will ALWAYS prevail even if we don't truly experience it until the next realm.

Nix0 - I understand about being dissed for someone that sounds like a total douche by the girl you like. I, too have had my heart broken. A LOT! That's her loss and she will hopefully see that sooner, rather than later.

Again, not worth taking your amazing life. Please don't do that.