Compassion

 Ive been with her for close to 7 years she is only 25 years old, and we have a 4 year old together. since ive been with her I ahve mourned the lose of not haveing my kids with me anymore. I still miss them, Things latly have been wierd, we dont make love anymore and when we do she just wants to hurry up and get it over with. She has tried and has thought of leaving me on many occasions. and all the times she has done this I have always begged her to stay, She tells me that Im too controling, that Im not a real man because I cry to much. Alot has happened to me in a short period of time. My Dad passed away last sept, I have not been able to get over it, and I probably never will. But since then things have just gone down hill. Ive lost my businesses, Ive lost my home and mostly everything in it. and now we live in a **** hole on the bad side of town. I owe everybody money....... I am really at my end I feel I have nothing left my kids dont call, even when I try to talk to them they dont want anything to do with me. And if she leaves me now I will have nothing left............idont know where to go from here I AM SOOOFUCKING LOSTTTT!!!!! does noone care
hollow1 hollow1
36-40, M
2 Responses Jul 9, 2007

Wow, you certainly have a lot of serious things going on in you life. Try to take one day at a time and realize you will not solve all your problems in one day. Remember, and I know this is not always helpful, but there is always some reason to look forward ... you do that four year old to think of.

It sounds like you are going through a lot right now. Good luck sorting out your life, I hope you can find a way to make yourself happy.