2 Years 3 Months And 6 Days Later

i imagine how handsome, how smart, how interesting, how thoughtful, and how generous he is. i imagine all the things we've gone through and the times we've almost broke up. i think about the funny things he's said and the way he looks at me, and i can't believe we're dating.

sometimes i get the feeling that life has been a dream this whole time and that i'm looking at what my world could have been if we were dating. sometimes when he's being particularly wonderful life feels surreal and i can't believe he's actually mine all mine. this man that i've come to know, love, and adore is my boyfriend.

one such instance i remembered this time we were together on campus. we were hanging out in between classes and he had to go to the bathroom. so after he gets out of the bathroom i ask him if lots of guys groan in the men's room (because i heard rumors that all guys poop in the men's room). he says no but there's a lot of [breathing heavily]. he does the heavy breathing and makes the face to go along with it. it was so funny and it reminds me of how much i look up to him and what an idea of perfect he is in my mind. i love that he is himself and it makes him so perfect and wonderful to me.

sometimes i start to develop a crush on him all over again. that's happened a couple of times. it hasn't happened recently so i'll describe it later.