I do not know where I am going. Do not follow me, I am lost. Do not look to me for your happiness. I have none of my own. I have absolutly nothing to give. my smile will not make you smile, it is worn and faded away...
hartleybroken hartleybroken
22-25, F
6 Responses Jul 6, 2010

My, is that depressing. My eyes hold every warm moment. My eyes hold the heart break of events that happened in the past. My smile will make you smile. My smile is a lie. I'm not happy. I know where I am going to go, but when? I live as an immortal. Alone, it's depressing, on how what I lost. I'll find it, but what will I come to when I find it? I can say things to make you happy. I am the angel of the shattered. I am the light that's goes out as you try to reach it. You can trust me. This is not okay...

that is deep.. I totally get it and live it each day..

We all tend to feel lost at some confusing points in life, I hope you make the right choice and find yourself to achieve happiness

thank you, your comments mean so much :)

It makes me happy when I log in and see I have a new message from you in my inbox. Even though what we are talking about is depressing I am still happy that I have someone I can talk to.

Nahh..not lost, you know where you are..so you are just stalled. Look at things just a little differently, you aren't lost..you just haven't figured out exactly where you are right now. See, that sounds better than lost, doesn't it? A smile, be it worn and faded, or shiny and new..still makes me smile. Don't be so rough on yourself. Things will be okay..you won't be stalled forever. *Smile*