I dont know anymore. One minute im happy anf the next moment im angry at myself and screaming internally at myself. I start to insult myself and remember every mistake ive made in my life, fueling my self hate. I dont why, it just happens. And at night it seems to get worse.
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3 Responses Aug 15, 2014

Don't worry, it's normal to feel like this. We all have struggles... It's just that some of us choose not to show it. So don't worry about that. God made you perfect... He understands the struggles you go through, and He will not hold any of them against you. Trust me, He is kind and good, He doesn't get mad or yell at you, He wants to comfort you and tell you everything will be alright on those hard nights. Why would He make you just so He could be mad at you and abandon you? He wants to love and care for you.

You might be bipolar...

I hope you get better. :(