I'm Ugly And I'm Not Good Enough

I'm nineteen years old and I'm ugly. I've been ugly my whole entire life. People lie to me all the time and tell me i'm pretty but I know their just lying to me. I've been told i'm ugly by male classmeates my since I started school. When I do meet a guy I like they ussaly turn me down or just try to sleep with me. I'm so ugly I should be grateful guys even look in my direction which isn't very often. Sometimes I wish I would have killed myself in 7th grade. No one would care about me if I died anyways.
brilyssa brilyssa
18-21, F
May 5, 2012