I Feel Like I'm Not Normal Looking

When I'm with my friends, I feel like I'm always the ugly one. I'm fat and awkward and the skin above one of my eyes sags lower than the other so my eyes look all lopsided. When I'm at a store or the mall or a public place I sometimes feel like people look at me because I look strange or ugly. I don't wear make up because I don't think I'm allowed but I look terrible with or without make up so it doesn't matter.
I have a genetic receded hairline so my forehead is giant and shiny just like my mom's. My skin is terrible, I have major back acne and huge brown pores and pimples and blackheads on my face. I wash my face 1-2 times every day and I even got a clarisonic to help with my skin but it hasn't made a noticeable difference. When taking a profile pic of myself I spend a long time trying to get one that doesn't show my saggy eye and big forehead and when I finally get one I'm happy with, I'm told it doesn't even look like me.
I'm just so tired of not being pretty. I hate everything from my nose, to my cankles, and my fat fingers to the shape of my head. I don't know what to do.
Unicorn1039 Unicorn1039
18-21, F
May 9, 2012