Insecurity Kills

Ever since elementary ive been bullied ive cut myself cried had thoughts of suicide but, i really believe im just fat and ugly, ive suffered from low self esteem since i was seven years old, i want help and need it but i feel like im alone in this dark hole where no one can hear me cry for help, no one wans to help me up, and reach the sunlight, i dnt want to be in this hole anymore, i wanna look beautiful and elegant, graceful and perfect, i really want to look in the mirror and see beauty im tired of my looks im tired of me.i just want someones hand to pull me out of the dark and into the beautiful sun.
Insecuritykills1 Insecuritykills1
18-21, F
3 Responses Nov 29, 2012

You are a very beautiful girl don't let anyone tell you that your not!

Message me if you need to talk. I will gladly help you!

I understand how you feel. I think I'm ugly too. My husband says I'm beautiful. I hate being fat. I feel like I don't deserve to live. It's awful. But God loves us and HE has a purpose for our lives.