The Ugly FriendI can remember as far as elementary school being teased for the way I looked. I had all sorts of nicknames from my classmates. I told the teachers, they did nothing; one even laughed at one of the names they gave me. Middle school it was the same... picked on because of puberty and told i must be a lesbian because im so god damn ugly no guy wants me. Got called the ugly duckling minus the ending; that i would always be ugly forever. My family knew of the teasing- they just didn't care for my damaged self esteem. As long as i didnt cause them to wake up at 2 am to pick me up somewhere, thats all that matters. They even said if i did something, they would let me stay til i was released. High school was always rejected by guys I came in contact with. I didnt even tell them how i felt and was rejected, even the ones i had no feels for rejected me as well as the ones that i told how i felt about them rejected me. College i was introduced to online dating; some of the guys were interested in me but not much progress was made- we ended up just drifting apart. I had a boyfriend in 2011 but our relationship only lasted 4 months. after our break up no guy gave me the time of day or looked in my direction or anything... its as if im not even there. I go out, dress up but yet they only talk to me to ask me about my friends.
It kind of hurts always being referred to as the nice girl or described as the ugly chix with the hot friends.