I Am Ugly.

We need to get Brad Pitt's stem cells and do some face injections!

I think it's just taking us too long to meet that one person who won't find us revolting and want to see our face every morning they wake up. Not every woman wants Brad Pitt lol. I have found myself attracted to men that some women had found unattractive. Someday someway someone is going to be like, "I like you because you are beautiful to me."

Damn...People can be such jerks.

Hey there;
I can tell you that the profile picture you have (even when it is a little thumbnail) looks pretty balanced and actually good looking, thought it doesn't really show much more than a silhouette. Funny enough, you posses the kind of chin I'd like to have.
My chin is small a little sank into my face, i have a round, strange face, with a big forehead that has two uneven "bumps" on the sides, much more visible when i'm under the direct sunlight coming straight from above, thus they both cast a shadow that make them look even "bumpier" than they are.
I always had scarce, uneven half-baked eyebrows, with a patch without any hairs where it is supposed to "peak" over the right eye. In addition, three years ago I try to have them shaped and trimmed neatly by using permanent laser tratment and they burned them so badly that now they are practically non existent and I have to permanent pain them (and they look horribly fake!) on my face. I do not have very well marked cheek bones and my mouth seems to be drawn lower than it should. as I am aging, I find wrinkles forming in strange places, assuming a course different from the wrinkles of most women around their mouths and nose. ( I will be 36 by the end of the year) I do think i have a pretty smile, but as a teenager, I broke three of my frontal teeth and though in good shape, they have been replaced with a material that is supposed to be just temporary and it has become yellowish over time. When I relax my mouth or open it in a movement than a woman with full, curvaceous lips would look sexy, showing her upper teeth, my mouth shows none upper teeth at all but all my bottom teeth. One day a boyfriend told me not to open my mouth like that right before kissing him because i looked like a trout and it was a turn off.
I ham thin and I actually have a pretty nice body. Nevertheless, because of the roundness of my face, I look somewhat plump. I have a weird profile and I would do anything to improve it, to make it more harmonic. I have a yellowish complexion and on top of it all, and what hurts me most, I have what is called a chloasma, over my upper lip, which darkens with the sun, has not possible treatment and at a first look, seems the shadow of a mustache. ( I actually have absolutely no facial hair at all!, not even where I should, like my eyebrows) I have had a life full of difficulties and when i look at myself in the mirror i see someone with a very bitter tired expression, who looks upset, angry all the time even when I am sometimes happy! So unless I am actually smiling, I look really, really bitter. people always think I am mad at them even when I am not, even when my feelings towards them at that moment are very positive. This have brought me immense difficulties in personal relationships and at work where no matter how proactive and "happy" I show to be, people think I have a bad attitude due to my normal looks. I am certain that if I were not even pretty, but more "normal" looking, better looking, my life would have been much easier. My sister who actually has similar features to mine but arranged in a much better fashion, somehow better designed , more "complete" enjoys enormous success, has hundreds of friends and several very handsome romantic and sexual partners and obviously a self confidence that I do not posses. Even in my family, as we were growing up, she was always admired and given the benefit of the doubt even when she was being nasty. People would smile or openly laugh celebrating her "wit" and sarcastic sense of humour, but they would give me odd, resentful looks if I made an ironic remark half as caustic *** hers and the few times somebody complimented my looks they would say "oh that is a pretty skirt or a beautiful dress" but I hardly ever heard "you look pretty today" and much less (if ever" you "are" pretty. My sister was told that several times a day. She is taller than me, has a fairer complexion, light eyes (gray or blue gray) (mine are hazel) and full and beautifully arched eyebrows, a fuller upper lip (mine is thin and barely visible) and a proportionate chin. I have very thin, kind of wavy hair which sometimes looks nice but most of the times, looks limp. Hers is thicker, rich in color , straight and heavy. I always feel I was a sketch nature (and my parents genes) were somehow using to design my younger sister. I should maybe had been "terminated' as a project, from a biological point of view (I was born after 7 months of pregnancy) but i feel so sad thinking that all the beautiful things I have seen, done and thought and all the love I have for life and nature would thus be irreversibly lost. I deserve to be happier than I am and get more for the efforts I make in life. Things seem to be more difficult to attain for me than for most people in exchange for the same amount of effort, people do not seem to trust me and I am convinced it is because of the strange looks I have. I LOOK as someone who should not be trusted, someone who has ulterior reasons, a hidden agenda, and yet I haven't met someone who wears her hand on the sleeve more than I do, someone who strives for fairness and who cares about the environment and the suffering as much as I do. I used to hate my face so much that I caused several permanent scarring on my cheeks. I have a brown spot where there was a pimple once which ended up being an infection the size of a quarter. on the opposite side, the other cheek, I have had, for the past 5 years, a dilated pore which is reddish all the time, it looks at all times as a fresh wound even if I don't touch it for long periods of time. And though sometimes i can look gracious and i really like my smile, I;d like to do a few things that could improve my image, not make me beautiful, but just more harmonic looking, less "angry", bitter or "unwelcoming" I am a good human being with not few talents. But I have never been easily given the benefit of the doubt and therefore I have to always invest unreasonable amounts of energy and time "proving" myself to others. Once they get to know me, they like me. But this makes it extremely difficult to have lasting, relevant relationships with men, who are with me because I am a good woman, but eventually feel tired (and never seem too proud holding my hand socially or posting pictures of the two of us together in facebook) of my looks. I am very very sad most of the times and I feel quite lonely, though I am very independent and I do most things alone, from traveling abroad , to hiking and swimming long distances, to going to movies. But i would love to be able to share these wonderful activities with somebody who likes me as much as I like them.

Man, I thought I was the only one with the drawn-down mouth with a 'miserable' tired expression even when in a good mood. I hate it when my students think I'm mad at them when I'm not. I have an overbite, so I sometimes end up with a trout smile, and wrinkles are forming in weird places. I also have yellow plastic covering my front teeth 'cos I busted them as a child, and a busted nose on which I had two operations done in my early 20s. Too bad someone whacked it soon after, so it's crooked again, although not so bad.

Oh, and the prettier sister. Join the club. It irks me when a pretty popular person says something and people laugh, but when you do, they scowl and scold you. I have nothing to do with such people afterwards, and my few (but close, decades-old) friendships are deep and rewarding. I'm grateful I never wanted a man in my life. I have been called attractive or pretty once in a blue moon, but am never sure if the person is being truthful. The top part of my face is OK, but the bottom half? Sigh.

Does the chloasma hurt? It sounds painful.

I hope God will soon vindicate you; you sound like a lovely person. Sketch nature person you are not.

When, or if, someone says that I'm handsome, I either don't believe them or think they're angling for something. Sometimes people smirk when they see me, or at least I think they're smirking at me. I'm wondering if I have some kind of weird expression on my face. :/

:(

Awww :( Looking at your pic here, you look like Cinderella. :) And that's AFTER the fairy godmother put the spell on her.