I haven't been writing here but I have been very busy and not well. My asthma seems to be getting worse even when I go out side I feel that I have to stop and take deep breath. I've been having frequent asthma and the cough. Well my PST is the same I see my therapists on Wednesday to discuss how I have been since the treatment and if I still need any help. I'm still having problems. I still get certain dreams of it and the memories. I was talking to my friend at work and we was talking about it. I told her the difference of when my father passed away I saw him at the hospital. I was able to deal with my father death,but this seems to be harder.
I saw so much tragic and lots of people screaming and crying. One image still sticks in my head and that's when we were first being evacuated I was going on the escalator on the second floor I was seeing how the people was behaving. There were crying and trying to find out of what was going on. It's hard to explain on how they were behaving that the image is still in my head. I also saw some firemen going towards the towers. When the towers fell I knew that some of them didn't made it. So there's lots of images that's still stuck in my head. Some that doesn't bother me as much but it's more of when I was going down on the second floor.