I Do Get Afraid
There are times I want to get on to a roller coaster, scream my way thru till the end. There are times I kept my silence and don't even realised the ride has ended...
Today I felt like screaming... and I don't want his sympathy. I don't want him to feel that each time I share my unhappines..I am asking for sympathy. I still remember the day when I asked him how he felt...he wrote saying 'maybe I am playing the sympathy card'. It hurts me cos in my life I have never asked any sympathy from anyone.
My achievement in career, in being a single mum, in all these ups and downs in life are all my own efford.
I dont' need sympathy..never will. I just need him to listen...If only he understand.... ='(
16 Nov, 2009. I doubt I would like to be on this roller coaster ride anymore. It is very tiring and disappointing the same time. How many times can I tell myself 'I can handle it?' when in fact each time I felt happiness...he will take it all away in less than 24 hours...