Totally In Love But Wife Is Emotionless.
Let me start by saying that Im an awesome husband, I do everything there is to do, I put my beautiful wife on the highest of all pedastools I worship the ground she walks on and yet no reward. I don't want a pat on the back, a treat or for her to bow down to be, but I feel I should be treated like a KING. Here I am raising two beautiful kids that aren't mine, Im taking them to school Im raising them as my own, and not to say she is a bad mom, she just comes off as emotionless, the kids are afraid to talk to her, Im afriad to talk to her at times because she just blows up, like instant explosives. I know she had a past history with drugs and is in total denial about ever having a problem, it shows bigtime, I would like to talk to her about it but she would snap. I guess I stay because I've never been in love, I was in two 7 year relationships and never felt this way after only two years, we are happily married, but at times its like my wife is shallow, emotionless, controlling, she has no life goals, no hobbys, no dreams, all she wants to do is watch tru tv and smoke pot and sleep, How do I put fire under her *** and get her to appreciate me, I AM the Catch, I changed my whole life for her and she doesn't even realize it. I could cheat, lie, and just leave, but my heart won't let me...........Just venting