I Feel It

I believe i can literally feel my heart ache from loneliness sometimes. It's getting harder and harder to believe that I'm not going to die alone.
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5 Responses Nov 6, 2010

WarriorCatGrl - why don't you make friends with your colleagues at work?

It's not like I am all alone; I have a family and friends. But I am so tired of the mundane existence, the routine hanging out, drinking and talk of sex etc. I am more of an artistic person, I love watching films, reading books, writing, sharing instead of superficial talk, but so few people of such type. I kind of feel left out sometimes. I know there are people who I would get alongwith really well, but I wonder where are they

I feel the same way...I feel like I'm being punished and I don't know what I did..but the luck of the draw..no husdand..no kids..no boyfriend..and all my family has died. My mother is alive but she so mean not sure she counts. I would have probably killed myself by now if wasn't for the internet.

What is it you've learned that makes you so certain you'll die with a "peach in your heart"? Have you had some sort of experience that's shown you an insight? <br />
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Have you thought of getting a pet? I find solace in my pet companions, beyond compare. I am not as lonely & they need me as much as I need them. We all need love but can find it in different places...

WOW<br />
Just wow!<br />
I feel your pain<br />
I hate to think of that ....<br />
will you write to me and lets see if we have anything in common? I hate just simply HATE being alone at all these holidays<br />
Holidays were always my fav!