It's That Gnawing Empty Feeling.
I may still be young but I'I've experienced enough to know that nothing has hurt as much as being lonely. It feels like loneliness slowly eats away at me from the inside because it just seems to get worse with time. Even when I'm surrounded by my closest friends I still feel like slowly dieing inside. Being surrounded by friends actually makes me feel worse to a point. I have all these people I care about around me and I still feel empty. What's wrong with me. These people are suppose to have the opposite effect. Help me when I'm down, not with advice or comfort, but simply by still being there when all these other things go wrong and hurt me. I think I'm longing for someone to truly understand me. Not just the outer me, but understand me right down to the core of who I really am. I think that might be why I feel lonely around my friends, because I don't feel they truly understand what me.