OK - Here Goes..

About a year ago, my two best friends 'come out'. My boyfriend and I have always spent a lot of time with them, but on my accord. Their coming out hasn't affected our friendship dynamics at all. Fast forward a few months and after a drunken night out one of these friends stayed over at our place. I sat up with him for a lot of the night just talking about everything we've done together since we've known eachother. We were laying in the bed he was going to sleep in for the night while we talked and my boyfriend was in the other room on the phone to another friend that was having some relationship issues [irrelevant]. Anyway, my boyfriend comes into the room and I can see in the dark he's touching our friend in his.. ah.. private place. We ended up having a ********* which i wasn't really part of and in the next few months our friend would come over after a night out and the two of them would hook up while I slept in the next room.

So what I don't get is that although he has these hookups with our friend, he is always very eager for sex with me [and comes quickly] and has trouble maintaining an erection when he is with our friend... We have a very open [ha!] and honest relationship and we have faced some other relationship complicating issues together in the past, so I don't know why he would lie to me when I ask him if he is gay.. I don't know, it just doesn't seem to me like you could have so many rondevoux with someone of the same sex as you and not be gay.. But maybe, I don't know, maybe there's something I just dont get.. is it too narrow minded to think like that??

Sorry, i've been wanting to get this story out for a while now. Any comments would be appreciated - just so I know someone has read this.... so I know someone has listened to me.

kiki01 kiki01
22-25, F
Feb 22, 2009