I Guess I Am Not Good Enough

We have been together for 13 years, and we have children. For a long time he wouldn't even touch me. He told me it was because I always got pregnant. So I gained weight from being depressed. I got my tubes tied, quit smoking, started trying to loose weight, and still nothing. I am not stupid, other than trying to be with him and he is apparently not interested in me. I work full time, I take care of 5 children, I am almost done with my MBA I just want him to want me. I used to love everything about me and his disinterest makes me question and hate myself. I just don't understand...
Zebrakwt Zebrakwt
1 Response May 6, 2012

Do you think he might have a Madonna/***** complex? or he might be seeing someone else? or has his libido always been kinda low but it's gradually worsened?<br />
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Does he know you are unhappy? Is he willing to try marriage counseling?