How Do I Know For Sure?I have been married for 28 years. I have long suspected my husband is gay. Recently, within the last couple of years, I have been wrestling with this and trying to figure out 1) How do I know for sure, 2) He would never, ever tell me if he was and 3) What should I do?
He has admitted to gay experiences. He has a **** addiction, but I've never caught him with gay ****. When I have recently confronted him about this he simply stares at me and doesn't say a word. He doesn't get upset, he doesn't get sad, nothing.
I don't want to believe something that isn't true, but everything in my gut tells me he is. I'm in a marriage that is not fulfilling intimately or emotionally.
How do I know I'm not running anyway with my thoughts and fears? How do I know for sure? I love him so much. I don't want to get a divorce, but I can't seem to find any resolution. If I could know for sure, it would give me the boldness to move on with my life.
I find myself wondering if I'm crazy. He has so many wonderful attributes. But, I am so lonely and desire an intimate relationship with him. Is it that he has never had the know how on how to be intimately attached to someone? I can say that I've always felt as though we were separated emotionally.