Update May 21alot of things have happend since my last update. things i find hard to accept or understand and well i dont know.
and yes i found out all my suspicions were true my wife was(is?) cheating on me.
i spent a lot of time tailing her car and him and though i found out where he lived i never caught them together.
i also found out he has a girlfriend and they have a baby together,and that he cheats on her with other girls,women,my wife! and apparently she accepts it.( guess i do too).
i found all that out just last week while waiting outside and watching his place. theres a park down theway that gives me a good view and yet allows me to remain unseen. i saw and heard him and his girl come out arguing,she was shouting at him about how he never has any money because he spends it all on his ******* weed and them bitchs he ***** with,and how he cant even come up with ******* bus fare so she can take the baby to the hospitol.
as luck, or fate would have it she wandered my way, and asked me if i would give her and her baby a ride to the hospitol because she didnt have any ******* money for cab or bus fare cuz her no good nigga blew it all on weed!
at first i really didnt want to because i wasent thinking straight,i had my mind set on staying there another hour or so and watching his place,but i reluctantly agreed feeling sorry for her and the baby.
fate certainly does move in mysterious ways because even though i didnt realize it at the time i couldnt have asked for a better source of information than her,in her pissed off state she was telling all.
she told me about a few girls he used to **** with and this old hoe(my wife) (and how she used to come by and give him a ride to work and money and ****, how the ***** even gave him this necklace her husband had given her.how that old hoe loved his dirty drawers and did all kinds of nasty **** she would never do ) but she made him break it off with all them bitchs by threating to file child support on his nogood ***.
she never asked me my name ,guess i was just a sounding board to her. without being to obvious i steered her ranting to what became of those bitchs? she told me how that old *****(my wife) was ****** with one of his homeboys now.
so there you are...my suspicions were true my loving wife the mother of our children was cheating on me with a worthless young drug addict(hes everything she claims to hate), doing things with him she wouldnt do with me.
it wasent even a one on one relationship she was just one of his many bitchs! and im sure she knew it too!
i just dont know what to do. i love her still. i guess im like his stupid babys mama, just waiting there in the wings till she has time for me.i dont know its just so crazy what would possess a woman to do this ****, could it be a menapause thing?