Mta

my man came into my life at the craziest time. i wasn't expecting it or looking for it. but of course i guess that's when it always happens. but the more i tried to fight my urge to love him the more i did love him. now he like lives in my mind. i can't do anything without wondering what his opinion would be on it or wishing he was there with me. he is on my mind all day.  i replay conversations in my head or just admire him when we can't be together. i thought it was bad before, but now that he's in iraq it's even worse. no matter how hard i try i can't get him off my mind!!
mtaluv mtaluv
22-25, F
Feb 25, 2007