I Dont Wanna Die

i have sucidal thoughts almost everyday since i was 11, and its not some much that i wanna die, i just want the pain to go away. i feel like im suffering everyday, no matter what i do i to relive it im still in pain and death to me seem like the only solution sometimes does any one else ever feel the same way
roulette roulette
22-25, F
3 Responses Apr 11, 2007

I think about suicide nearly every day. I know I really don't want to, but I can't shake the thought.

When you say "nothing helps" I wonder.. what have you tried?

every day of my life.<br />
i have felt that way for so long now and nothing makes it stop.<br />
i spend time with all my friends but i still feel so alone, and the pain inside me grows until i want to cut it out but that doesnt cure it for long, nothing does.