Getting Better Though
I can honestly say i think its because im still babied by my parents .. I depend on them for alot of things .they don't have guardianship of me ... however its documented that they can have me hospitalized if need be . And im still stuck in that i have to be the perfect daughter mind frame ...I've always thought i had to be perfect When i was a lil girl my sister got taken away but i thought that they sent her away plus im adopted .. so in my child mind they sent her away cause she was bad and i wasnt even their " real " daughter so if i did something wrong they could easily send me away ... But im starting to be more open about things that i do .. .and just take the heat from them .. but im still afraid of disappointing them . but time heals suffering i guess and eventually ill get over it .