Annoys Me

I'm 19 and I guess biologically and by society's standards, I am a 'woman'. But I don't feel like a woman at all. Ofcourse this is just my thoughts but when I think of a woman, I think of a mature, classy, stylish and self-controlled person. I may be mature sometimes but I don't think I am classy, stylish or well in control of myself- I love running around in an excited state like a child and love playing games with my friends, love watching disney movies and I feel like this is the way I'll always be.  

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2 Responses Jul 13, 2009

I feel this way. I really struggled with turning 18 coz I thought, wow I have to be a grown up now and my life is not together. I'm not how I want to be. I think it is one of the hardest things turning from a child to an adult and very confusing. I am 20 now and starting to get used to it. Im not freaked out anymore lol. Altho am a bit abt getting old! In some ways it is nice that I have a right to be my own person and not do what my parents want me to do. I can have confidence in myself finally.

I'm 23, and I don't feel like a woman yet either. I think we have some idea of what being grown-up is, and when we get there, we realize that we're still ourself as we've always been. If you notice this in yourself, its easy to recognize the whole world as full of children in grown-up bodies.