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I Think People Die Before They Actually Leave

When Does The Healing Begin

By: matthewsmommy
Written on January 18th, 2011

It's Like being in a Three dementional box. Trying to escape with no way out. I felt trapped . I Finally had enough and Began running.but I still feel dead and I am going to loose out on great things. I have tried to move forward. I still feel locked in a prison cell and I don't know where to turn.

I have a man who wants to give me the world . I get so scared that I will never be able to get though this pain it scares me so much. I want to give my everything But I am scared my everything isn't anything. Alot was taken away from me.. I just feel like  i'm not going to be good for this relationship.

Hopefully I can move forward from this and become stronger because I died before I left and it's hard trying to put the pieces back together after all that has happenend

Truely a broken Soul


 

By: matthewsmommy
Age: 18-21 , Female
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  • rickibrat2
    rickibrat2

    i dead a long time ago i am just on borrowed time now was sent back for a reason just do not know the reason



    of the kids i grew up with both groups i am the last one left



    my wife of 6 years was killed at age 19 in jan 1967 the day after i was reported killed in action

    i spent the next almost 6 months in a coma and was told i had to return from the light

    the next thing i knew white rabbit was on the radio and my grandmother was screams and then the room got very full as i was given a shot

    Jun 28, 2011
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