Besides my fear of always being judging by people I have come to realize I somehow rub people the wrong way, or maybe my social anxiety comes from the fact I rub people the wrong way and therefore feel judged. It is easy to say people on the internet can be ******** but it is kinda hard when random strangers are instantly hostile to you in chatrooms or in general internet interaction.

A few times in real life I have met people and they have had a instant dislike for me and while I don't really care it still hurts. I put up a decent front as someone who doesn't care about the opinion of other people but I do take to heart some of the stuff said about me. I try my best to act differently so people will have a favorable opinion of me but in the end I am not myself. I hope I can become as apathetic as I claim to be.
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Aug 17, 2014