Grotesque!

I have often felt like men see me as I see ron poacher

fat, ugly, loud, aggressive and violent, demanding and rude.


I feel like men see me as too completely grotesque to talk to

he sexually assaulted me and used to spy on me all the time

and I even had to borrow underwear as a child from him .... when all myself was not dry on time

at my grandmothers

I think people see me like him... it upsets me and I don't know how to control the negative self image

I try to but its hard as I am getting older.
czaristacrystals czaristacrystals
36-40, F
1 Response May 15, 2012

even as a child i felt that way that teen guys and men seen me as grotesque like ron ... being abused by bill made it more significant in my mind as well, and then having hearing and ear problems as well.