Not Enough Sometimes

I truly know how it is when you get abused and someone says, "I'm sorry", but they do it again and again! I say if you are sorry, then don't do it again!
shellandfrank shellandfrank
31-35, F
1 Response Nov 23, 2010

I totally agree! I was, at first being mentally abused by my now ex. Then we he would get drunk try to jerk me around and I remember we had been drinking and I ended up punching him in the face six times in a row! I was like ok, if this idiot is bringing me to hit back or hit period, I needed to get out of the situation. <br />
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After seven years of being brainwashed to think I wasn't good enough certain things happened and finally I got to leave what I had felt for him behind! I think that we all come to a point where we have to stand up and face the trauma! Having been sexually abuse when I was younger made me distrusting of any man. Now I have a good man and am no longer abused! <br />
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That was a hard lesson to learn! Thanks for your response!