I Just Can't Do It

I joined this experience group a while back and have always believed that holding emotions inside isn't good for a person.  However, I have been guilty of doing this myself lately...not only suppressing, but denying and avoiding.  I have always been a woman who wears her heart on her sleeve, and it was very hard for me to keep my emotions in check, but I was determined to do things the way I'd decided from the beginning.  I can be a stubborn one.

A couple of days ago, I finally let the well of emotion inside overflow, and it has given me joy beyond what I'd have ever imagined.  Raw, naked emotion that has left me in tears more than once.  I am so glad that I reverted to form.
angeleyes2009 angeleyes2009
41-45, F
Jul 13, 2010