Kill Me Please!

My existence is pointless. It seems all I do is take up space and resources when I have no purpose.

Thousands of people die by suicide each day, maybe tomorrow I'll be one of them. I don't care where I go, heaven or hell.

No one has even acknowledged that I even existed, that I even had a life anyways, so people won't remember me. Every time I try to get one, I get bumped out of the way by someone that doesn't want me here, and says that everyone else doesn't either.

So can I die already, please. I don't care if I'm in a million pieces. I just want to end my pointless existence.
darkestpast darkestpast
18-21, F
3 Responses May 13, 2007

I acknowledge you!!! You should be strong my friend, im sure people do care for you and would throughly miss you if you went. And i am positive that everyone has a purpose and that includes you! it might just be that you need to find your purpose or reason for living. One day i am sure that you will look back on this and realise that you had so much to look forward to, your life is not over and you need to live it and through it you will find meaning. If you ever just want to talk though, or have a rant to a random stranger, maybe vent some thoughts and feelings i am here, just yell :)

I am acknowledging your existence right now. Also if you feel your life doesn't have purpose, how about creating some purpose for yourself & do something meaningfull?

I would care