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To Big To Cry????

I'm Too Big To Cry
by J. J.
I never stopped to realize
How lonely I would be
I never thought the day would come
When you'd grow tired of me

Your voice was never sweeter
Than the day you said goodbye
You'll never know how much it hurt
Because I'm too big to cry

If I knew then what I know now
You'd still be kissing me
Instead there's someone else's lips
Where mine used to be

I say hello and wish you well
Each time I pass you by
But you'll never know how much it hurt
Because I'm too big to cry

You never looked so wonderful
As the day you walked away
I used to say, "I love you"
But that I could not say

I can't forget you darlin'
No matter how much I try
You'll never know how much it hurt
Because I'm too big to cry
Dibergaig Dibergaig 41-45, M 7 Responses Nov 2, 2012

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Heart wrenching - I've felt like this before; I think most people have. It's been a long time for me, fortunately, and even though I never want to feel that knife wound again, I'm addicted to the flip-side of the coin. That's the scary part of deep love - the euphoric joy followed by the inconsolable pain. As scared as I am of the pain, I don't think I could live without the joy.

exactly sweetie thats it exactly

cried my eyes out yesterday-I hate to cry-

I will always hold you if you want to cry..I will cry with you...crying cleanses the soul..clears the mind. Get it out so it doesn't fester.

Crying helps to relieve that rock in your chest that feels so heavy. I never cry...I wish I could. I stopped long ago...it gave my first husband too much satisfaction to be able to make me cry...no matter what he did to me..I didn't cry. Now, I need to learn again

I miss crying..I always felt lighter..a sweet release I guess. It didn't fix anything...but helped me see things better..instead of all emotionally wound up and confusing things. Don't ever stop..it is part of who you are...nothing to be ashamed of. When I was growing up..our old neighbor Rhea cried over everything..if she didn't cry..we worried something was really wrong:)

It makes me feel worse.... I never really cried before EP, believe it or not, somehow it really upsets me.... this place..... dont get me wrong there's marvelous stuff and people.... I dont know....

Crying helps....but don't let him see u cry. Thats the power u’ve got left.

this whole group is you crying, and you know what? thats fine. its fine to be gutted. its fine to express it BUT i'm so sorry that you are going through this pain. as always i bang on the glass. I want to hit it so hard that i break it and can hold you. and tickle you a bit, and drag you out for a pint. come on kid!

Take us all out for that pint. He has everyone blue. Get drunk, be merry:)

can you imagine! i'm trying to imagine a scenario where i'd be good.... and me, you and lady A wouldnt tease D to death!

:( now you are taking the fun out of it! LOL

Never to big if you need to talk call me, kisses

Sniff..hugs..we are never too big to cry.