I Think of About 100 Options to Make One Decision

I've always believe that if I think ahead of the situation I can't prevent myself from getting into a bind. I guess that didn't apply to "love". I thought if I could see ahead of my emotions I could prevent myself from being hurt. I am a very insecure person and, by thinking out various outcomes to my decisions, it would keep me from being vulnerable. Now, I feel I have found the love of my life, but I can prevent being exposed. I feel that if I don't show enough emotion I can loose him, but then, if I show too much emotion, I could drive him away. Sometimes I think I should just not think and let myself go. Then I find myself thinking again.

Adri3d Adri3d
1 Response Aug 24, 2009

Am actually shocked by what this person has wrote because it is exactly how I felt when I was in a relationship so it’s refreshing to see other’s my feel or experience the same thing.<br />
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