No More Dramas... Tears No More

I’ve never been this honest to myself and to the people around me. I was always quiet then, trying my best to pretend that nothing’s wrong with me. I was afraid to share my sentiments because I thought that I’d just be misunderstood. But now, I could no longer feign my smile and say that I’m fine– because they can already read the pain in my eyes…

Thank God. I have many friends who are giving all the support that I need. They are helping me restore my lost self-esteem and realize that I am also a person worthy of love and respect. They are making me feel loved, protected and cared for. They are reminding me to enjoy the beauty of life and ponder on the blessings of God. They are giving me the strength to move on and embrace the world with confidence…

I may have been hurt. I may have been abandoned. I may have been rejected. I may have been misunderstood. I may have been treated the way that I don’t deserve…but I still thank God for every lesson that I’m learning from these experiences. I am not holding bitterness.

I have buried the painful memories. I am cherishing the good ones…and I am moving on.

For all things work together for good to those who love God who have been called according to His purpose.” Romans 8:28

I don’t want to think that life isn’t treating me well. I know things happen for a reason.

…sometimes, things just don’t really turn out the way we want them to be.

I am sad but I am moving on. I am thankful for the lessons I am learning from this experience…and I am happy for all the support and encouragement I get from the people around me.

I am not bitter. I am not mad…for love really covers a multitude of sins.

I simply choose to be happy and positive.

I know these tears will soon run dry.

I believe I can surpass it all.

…and I still linger on the magic of love.

Life is beautiful. I don’t want to waste my life pondering over this pain.

God is good. I know He reserves the best for me…and it is yet to come.
iamclarisse iamclarisse
26-30, F
Nov 28, 2012