Overthinking

So, I'm a drama queen. My mind starts going into overdrive and I start thinking the worst.

I have a perfect example. What's going on right now. My boyfriend went off to go visit a friend. He was supposed to be gone for just a little while and he's been gone for hours. Not just two hours, more like five hours. I, since I think too much, start thinking the worst. What if he got hurt? What if he's in the hospital? Maybe he got arrested for doing something stupid. I go into all of these hypotheticals instead of thinking the obvious, which is almost always the case and just leaving it at that. He probably just got caught up in the time and will head on over when he's done.

But no.

My brain doesn't work that way. I can't get it to shut up. I'm normally a positive person, but if one little thing worries me, it's just BAM terrible thoughts into overdrive.

Oh. There he is.

Ha. I knew he was fine.
ComatoseCricket ComatoseCricket
18-21, F
Sep 22, 2012