Too Sexual?I have always felt that there is something wrong with me. I am a female and I think about sex almost constantly. I almost always want it. It is a rare thing for me NOT to want it. I basically feel like somehow I got a teenage boy's hormones in regards to sex. So is there such a thing as being too sexual? I can easily list the things I won't do compared to what I will.
Once, my boyfriend (at the time) was so tired of me constantly wanting sex, he took practically a whole day dedicated to pleasing me. Much to his surprise, it just made me want more. He had always told me he thought I was a closet lesbian, turned out he was half right. It took me a long time to really admit my attraction to women was more than just having girl on girl making out when I drank. I have had very real feelings for women and been heartbroken when it wasn't reciprocated.
So, at what point does sex become kinky? Is spanking too much? What about chocking? It was like once I decided I didn't care what society said, I was willing to try almost anything. I seem to be feeding and feeding my desires without feeling satisfied for long. But even I have my limits. Laws are respected at all times.
I feel guilty like I might just be too sexual. I don't want my fiance to feel inadequate, but I know he has physical limitations. He says he is ok with me having a girlfriend, and I believe him. I just think it is unfair to him and to the girl that I might date (if I am ever so lucky) to be emotionally and physically divided. I know it wouldn't be cheating because I would always be honest with them both and not be sneaking around.