Not Sure

I did some thinking about us today, and I couldn't help myself from returning to this same nagging thought in the back of my mind. That maybe you were better off not knowing me. I know I told u i loved you and I mean it with all my heart. You are my heroin and I am the junkie. But you are living your life there and I am living my life here. Believe me when I say my heart longs for you to be by my side. I can't help but think that soon someone will come along and turn your head as I did. And they will be there for you in the flesh and not just through a computer screen. It breaks my heart to even think about it, I only want to be fair to you. I don't feel like I am worth the effort. Even though I want you just as much as you say you want me. I can't help myself " Lo mucho que te quiero" ( the more I love you)
the more I start to think that you are better off without me in your life.
Anon80 Anon80
26-30
May 18, 2012